The lost Innocence
By: Rakesh Rathi
Four years in the college made a lot of changes to me, physically. I have become hairier and taller, but still i maintained my boyish charm and innocence on my face. I always kept my face hairless and so with my arm-pit and pubic area. I never liked to have hairs on my pubic area.infact i sometimes used to shave the hairs off my inner thighs and butt as well.
Being jobless in bangalore is a nightmare. Mainly because you will not have sufficient money to pay even the rent and other needs and the second thing is that you will find your days to be pretty long and boring especially for a person like me who was staying in a single room apartment all alone. It was during this time i had developed an interest for swimming. Since i live very close to "jayanagar swimming pool", it was an easy task to go there on a daily basis. I chose the 12:30pm to 1:30pm slot so that there will be very less (hardly any) crowd.
I became a regular at the swimming pool and it was there i started noticing a person who is in his early forties keeping a close watch at me. Initially, i dint bother since, it is human tendency that you look at someone who is just beginning to learn swimming. During, one of those visits, this person came to me and introduced himself as mr.mishra, a freelance photographer, who is staying just a few houses away from this pool.
I, in my boyish enthusiasm, introduced myself. He enquired why i am coming during this time slot as it is the college-hours. I informed him that i am out of college and presently on the look out of a job. He was surprised that i am 21yo and told me that i look very young for my age.
I got out of the pool and walked towards the "changing room cum bath area" which is actually in the cellar of this complex. I could see mr.mishra still swimming and showed no signs of coming out of the water.
Some of the shower rooms dint have a bath curtain, so in reality its open to the view of all who come near that. Since most of the cubicles which had the curtain were water-clogged i chose one which was open. I never bothered since there was not a single soul, other than me,mishra and a life guard, at the pool.
I stripped my trunks and started the shower wearing nothing but stark naked that i heard a sound and turned around to find mishra looking straight at me. I was quite embarrassed and quickly turned around. I finished my bath and draped the bathing towel around my waist. But when i turned around i found that he was still looking at me. I was blushing like a girl and i dint know what to say.
After that i put on my clothes, while i could hear him taking a shower. I was about to get on my bike that he came towards me and told me that he has a business proposal for me. I was in great need of money and was getting depressed that i am not getting a job. He informed me that he is looking for some male models for a photo shoot and he thinks that i am just perfect for that. Since i am not a guy with those lean-mean athletic body type, i was totally taken aback by this offer.infact i was more than surprised when he told me that he will give me rs.1500/- for it.
I readily agreed for it. He asked me to come to his house during that weekend and had asked me to shave off my body hair since the models should not have hairs on their body. Moreover, after my college, i realized that i am getting really hairier all over my body.
I was a happy person on that day when i came back to my single room apartment. Well, after the incident i had when i was 18yo with those older guys at the lodge room, i was quite fascinated by the attention i receive especially from the older males, but i never dared to respond to anyone’s moves even though i would masturbate fantasizing about such encounters.
My landlord was an old man in 60's and i was more than sure that he had some "genuine" interest in me. I could see that whenever i go to pay my rent or anytime when he comes to my room for those "so called" inspection of his building. He was living with his wife while their daughters lived in mysore.
He made sure that he will put his hands all over me at any given chance. He would pinch my cheeks whenever he meets me, this he does even in front of his wife. He made it look like an elderly affection for a kid, but i felt something more in those outwardly displays of affection, because whenever he comes for the "inspection" he would not confine himself just to the "cheek-pinching" but will try to give me hug or pat my butt and very recently when he came to my room, he even dared to grope and pinch my buns. I just tried to move away from him, but i did not show any displeasure which increased his confidence that i will keep silent even he does dare anything more.
Well, i just pushed aside all these things and was focused on my new assignment. I was going to be a model for a photo-shoot. I was quite excited and decided to shave off my body hairs. I started with my chest hairs, then thighs, legs, hands, shoulders and of course my buns and pubes were already cleaned. I looked at the mirror and was surprised to see my hairless body infact shone in the light. I felt quite sexy and the smooth feeling of my skin was really wonderful. On saturday morning, i dressed up properly and was going down the stairs that i met the land-lady. She is a very slim, bony lady in her early 50s, but i always felt she is attractive and sometimes i was not able to justify my land-lord's attraction towards me when he have her for fulfilling his desires. She smiled at me and told me that she is going to their elder daughter's house in mysore and will be back only after a week. At that time, the landlord, his name is srinivas rao (i call him rao uncle or just uncle), came out and i was quite surprised to know that he is not accompanying her. Soon after saying bye to her, i got onto my bike and was on my way to mr.mishra's house for the "photo-shoot". Mr.mishra was waiting for me and we proceeded to his studio-room for the photo-shoot. He told me that i will have to remove my shirt and pose. I was quite ok with that and did so in no time. He asked me to pose for a few snaps and then asked me whether i am ok with concept of creative-nudity. I didn’t quite understand, so he showed me some pics of naked guys where their private parts will be hidden behind the darkness or by some objects on the angle of the shot. Also their faces would be, either, away from the camera or sometimes covered by their hair and things like that.
I was very hesitant, but mishra started pressurizing me saying that there is no need to worry about my identity being revealed and insisted me not to consider this as pornography. With half heart i started stripping and mishra pretended as if he is not at all bothered with my presence there. He was pretending to be busy with the lighting of the room and by then i had stripped completely and was standing stark naked in front of him. He looked up at me and i could see the excitement on his face. I could see his lips drying up and his breath going faster. Even i was getting tensed and bit embarrassed to stand in front of a middle-aged man wearing nothing but my skin. He complimented me saying that i look absolutely stunning with my skin glowing without all those hairs. I liked his compliments but insisted on completing the photo-shoot. He made me pose in all many poses and made sure that my private parts would be covered and not visible. He later asked me to turn around and pose where my full buns would be visible to the camera. I was bit reluctant for this shot, but he pacified me saying that my face won’t come in the snap and this would be a stunning shot as i have near-perfect buns. I blushed on his comment and did as i was told. He asked me to stand with my legs wide apart and also to push my buns up in the air. I could hear a sigh of excitement from him when i did this. I could feel my smooth ball-sac dangling between my thighs and should be visible to him. I started to get a hard-on with the thought of someone watching me pose like a sexy model. He finished with his photo-shoot and i reluctantly turned around with my hard boy-cock standing up between my thighs. He gave a very meaningful smile looking at my cock.he came near me, cupped my soft dangling ball-sac with his palms. I started to shiver with excitement and anticipation. He was enjoying the feel of my smooth soft boy-sac and slowly he held my cock in his hands and was squeezing it as if to check its hardness. Then he started pulling down the foreskin of my boy-cock exposing the pink knob-head of my cock .and then all of a sudden, to my greatest disappointment, he said that i can put on my clothes. But i was expecting him to do more than just asking me to put on my clothes. I had completely turned on by all this that i wanted him to do something, but instead he is asking me to put on my clothes and leave.
I dressed up within seconds, collected my money and darted out of his house with tears in my eyes. Before opening the door, he asked me to come again on next weekend as he is expecting a few of his "sponsors" who would be purchasing these photos from him. He also added that he is in no doubt that they would be more than impressed with my work and will want to meet me in person. I agreed and headed back to my room. I straight away went to pay my rent to rao uncle. I rang his bell and he came out, while i could hear some noises from the room. He informed me that he is having a booze party with his friends and would collect the rent later. By then it was 7pm and i went to my room and wanted to push aside all what happened today. I don’t think it was more than 10minutes that i could hear the vehicles of uncle's friends going out. I was wondering what made them wind up their party so fast. Little did i know that i was the reason for it!! I changed into a sleeveless t-shirt and skin tight shorts which was really a bit short. I took out "archies" comics and was engrossed in it that i heard a knock on my door. I opened the door and uncle came inside. He looked not-so-drunk but smelled so much of whisky. In his usual manner he pinched my cheeks and asked "what my lil'boy was doing?". I smiled at him and told him that i wanted to give him the rent. He held me by my shoulders and said "i want to tell you a secret-from today onwards you don’t have to give me any rent, remember, this is a secret between you and me and you should not tell this to anyone, not even to aunty". I asked why he is being so considerate towards me. He held me closely, this time his hands were on my waist and drew me closer to him and said "you are my sweet lil'boy and i like you a lot and i will do anything for you to make you happy”. I could not stop his advances. He held me closer while his hand was squeezing my thighs. I somehow pushed him away. He again repeated that he is ready to do anything for me and also told that he wants me as his lil'friend. I pretended as if i did not understand his intentions and was acting innocent. Just then he noticed my underwear lying on the floor. He took it and winked at me saying that "so, down under you are hanging free, eh?" i just blushed at his remark and before i could say something, he started sniffing my undies and murmured that he is getting really intoxicated with the musky boy smell of my undies .he told me that he is getting a "kick" with this smell more than what he is getting from the whisky he drank.
All i could manage to say was that "you are a dirty and naughty uncle".
He looked at me and requested to come to his house so that he can show me something. I was hesitant but gave into his requests. He took me to his bedroom and opened up the cupboard and took out a 'g-string". He gave it to me and requested me to wear and show it to him. I was so surprised and didn’t know what to say. I told him that "this is worn by girls and not by boys. Moreover i would suggest that you give this to your wife rather than me." he was almost pleading at my feet and finally i agreed. I said i will go and change in the bathroom and he would just watch and do nothing else. I changed into the g-string and looked myself in the mirror. I was looking so sexy that i started to get a hard-on and all those unfulfilled desires were coming back to me. I took off my t-shirt and now was only in this black g-string. I was getting a bit naughty and thought of teasing this old man a little.
I stepped out into the room and i could see that uncle had taken another glass of whisky. I moved so slowly while he watched me with his mouth opened and bated breath. I came in front of him and did a complete turn-around. I made sure that i do everything slowly but sensually. I remembered the pose i gave earlier that day and did the same in front him, but the only difference was that i was wearing a g-string this time. I arched my back and pushed my buns into the air and kept my legs wide apart. My bubble butt was in the full view of this old man. The sight of fresh juicy boy buns which were only covered partially by the g-string actually put the old man on fire. He gave a gasp and came closer to me. He moved his hands through my spine and held my ass buns so tight. He squeezed them so hard and i pushed them out more for him. He started kissing my neck and shoulders and slowly moved his hands and held my boy boobs.he was squeezing them so much that it really pained me, but he was in a different world. My black nipples were squeezed so mercilessly between his thumb and the forefinger. Though it was paining, it was so pleasurable that my nipples were standing erect and inviting him to do more to them. He turned me around and for some time he was enjoying my nakedness which was covered only by the g-string. He removed his shirt and the pyjama.i was pretty much disappointed to see that his penis was hardly 3-4inches long.though,i am not a great fan of "monster-dicks",i thought to myself that i am going to be so disappointed because this guy wont be able to hold on much and won’t be able to satisfy a horny boy like me. But the things which happened after that changed this misconception about old men who are not so big because he turned out to be the most sensual, sexy, experienced guy i ever met.. He gave me a full kiss on my lips and was pushing his tongue deep in my mouth. His bushy moustache was pricking my cheeks and i just loved that feeling. He just did not stop there, he infact bit my lips and my chin. He was acting as if he has gone mad by lust. He kissed through my neck and started licking my boy boobs; he drew circles with his tongue tip around my dark nipples that i was pushing them out for him. After teasing me for some time, he actually sucked the whole of my left boy-breast into his mouth. He sucked them so hard while his hands were squeezing my other breast. I don’t know how to describe that feeling..it was simply great!! Then he started teasing my nipple by biting them gently, sending shivers through my body. He sniffed my arm-pits and made me lift my hand and to my surprise he started licking the sweat beads from there. His rough tongue was doing wonders on my young body.
He then led me to his dining room and asked me to lie on the dining table which was a round table of 5feet and made of wood. I was lying on the table, exposing myself as a 7-course dinner for this hungry old man. He started kissing and sucking my feet and then he started moving up from my feet till my waist line. He squeezed my waist with both his hands and then kissed me just below my naval button. He licked the entire waist-line and then like in a porn movie, he held my g-string between his teeth and started rolling it down to my feet. My boy cock sprung up into the air, standing erect like a lamp-post. He just stared at the "now-fully-naked" body of mine and was enjoying to the fullest.
He gently spread my thighs and was enjoying the sight of my soft ball-sac hanging down till the beginning of my ass-crack. He gave a very soft kiss on my balls which made me let out a gentle moan. He liked the way i moaned and kissed me more on my ball-sac and slowly swallowed the whole of my sac in his mouth. Like a sexpert,he rubbed the tip (lips)of my cock with his thumb. The pre-cum gave a very good lubrication for this act and i was moaning like a girl. He changed his focus from my ball-sac and started to show his mastery on my erect tool. He attacked the lips of my cock with the tip of his tongue and was trying to open the piss-hole of my cock.slowly he peeled down the foreskin and the musky smell of the boy-cock filled up the air. He gently licked the under-side of the boy-knob and it literally made me shiver with pleasure. And then he put the head of my cock in his mouth and started sucking so hard. I was not able to control my emotions and was on the verge of cumming.he suddenly stopped sucking my cock and asked me to turn around and stand on all four legs so that my boy-buns will be facing him. I stood like a bitch waiting to be penetrated. But he had different plans for me.he, infact, was enjoying the sight of a young boy, with juicy buns, bending and exposing his world for him to be explored. There was no more secrets, no more hidings, no barriers to conceal my nakedness from this man. I am showing him things which even i never saw in my life. And he was enjoying this supremacy over me. With his rough hands he parted my boy-buns so that he have a wonderful view of my boy-hole. His hands were enjoying the fleshiness of my boy buns and he showed no mercy in enjoying their sponginess and softness. He parted my buns so wide as if he wanted to tear open my boy-hole.then,to my greatest pleasure, he started licking my ass-crack from the top till the place where the ball-sac hung down. Slowly the licking became stronger, it was almost like sucking, and he was sucking really hard and then it became almost like biting and all this while i was moaning like a bitch.he wanted me to moan more. He was encouraging me to moan loudly and keep muttering his name during my moans and also to say that he is the most sexy person i have ever met .honestly i didn’t had any problems in doing so, because indeed he was the best!!
He slowly pushed his tongue inside my boy-hole and i could feel the muscles around my hole twitching for more. His tongue moved in and out of my hole that my horny hole wanted more of it. He realized it and then he inserted his finger inside my hole.still,my hole wanted more of meat inside it and he slowly inserted his other finger also and without a warning he inserted one more finger and this time, it was painful, but he didn’t care about it, he started moving his fingers in and out of my hole and i was moaning with pain and pleasure. His other hand was slapping the soft dangling ball-sac which was hanging freely between my thighs. He was enjoying the way my dangling ball-sac would swing with each of his slap and the way i moan with his every slap and his fingers fucking my hole. Sometimes he will stop and start spanking and biting my ass buns and give a tight squeeze on my boy-boobs.this routine continued for almost 5minutes until i was not able to control my passion anymore. He sensed it and this time he increased the pace of his finger fucking and ball-slapping. He increased the pace of the rhythm so much that i was literally gasping for breath and i was moaning uncontrollably. He increased the pace further, the whole table was shaking, there was total submission from my side. I was moaning loudly and i kept repeating his name and then i let out a loud cry and a huge load of cumm spurted one after another on to the dining table. He still continued his activity though my ass muscles where giving wild spasms and finally i just collapsed onto the table, almost my senses knocked out.
I woke up by the gentle kisses on my lips. I looked at his face and smiled with shyness and gratitude and admiration. He held my face in his palms and gave a passionate kiss on my lips. I did not make any attempts to cover myself, mainly because i knew he was enjoying my nakedness and this was the least i could do for a man who gave so much of pleasure. I asked him to bring his cock to my face so that i suck and return the favour.to my surprise i found that his cock was wet with cumm. Then he whispered in my ears that he had cumm long time back, infact the very first time he saw me in g-string he had climaxed!!!! The whole night he made me sit on his lap, stark naked, while we were watching gay and lesbian movies. He made sure that by morning, i was an overly exhausted and tired boy who climaxed 5-6 times through out the night. The very next week-end i was subjected to yet another encounter with the so-called "sponsors" of mr.mishra which included even a white man.